1393 or 95
Was it in 93 or 95?
Never felt so free, never felt so alive
Endless beach, endless sky
Endless city standing by
It all called to me, back in 93
Alt country, indie rock and R&B
Jazz on the south side
It was all there for me
I played in all those reggae bands
After the games
Those Cubbies never won
But everyone loved 'em just the same
I smoked lots of reds cuz I just didn't care
Going to bed with the smell of the tavern
In my hair, no I didn't care
Cuz I felt so free, way back in 93
Was it in 95 or 93?
Never felt so alive, never felt so free
Loading up our beater cars
Heading down to city bars
On Lake Shore Drive
Way back in 95
Laying down some tracks
For a couple of bands
Getting on the road
And putting some miles on the van
Played my accordion where I could
Singing telegrams
Man I knew every neighborhood
And being on a label never really meant
That you'd paid a single bill
Or that you'd made your rent
Oh but still, it was such a thrill
Just to be alive
Way back in 95
There in 23, I was just where I should be
Thirty years down the road
That's good to know
Oh but still, I get such a thrill
To look back and see 93
Sometimes it's good to
Look back at your life
You know I like to
Look back at my life
I never felt so free
I never felt so free
As back in 93
14House of Cards
Sometimes late at night
I'm lost inside my head
And I just can't fall asleep
With this mounting sense of dread
My mother's growing old
I'm getting older too
And I just can't but think
About that other shoe
When's it gonna drop now
What's gonna happen next?
Not a person in this room can know
It's anybody's guess
I feel all alone here
Like I'm floating in this world
And there's nothing that can save
This frightened girl
This house of cards must fall
Down come one and all
We're passing through this place
In space and time
I just wish that I could see
What the dealer held for me
Fragile as we are, we must all persevere
And hold on til the end
Soon enough the end will be here
This house of cards must fall
Down come one and all
We're passing through this place
In space and time
I just wish that I could see
What the dealer held for you and me
This house of cards must fall
15My Old Friend
Inside I knew you were a geek
Not the way you looked on the street
I knew the real you
I was a pretty girl, pretty insecure
In my world, and you knew that too
We grew up together
We were babies when we met
And the way that things have gone
Since then
It's easy to forget
That we needed each other back then
My old friend
I will always love you, that will not expire
Unlike the fire of our first days
I will always be here, until the end
My old friend
I'll see you on the other side
We'll fix things on that other side
My old friend
16Play Fair
Whoever told you that life was fair?
My mother would say to me
As a child that was everyone
That I'd ever met, since the age of three
You play nice, share your toys
Be good girls and be good boys
Play by the rules
Now I know why the rules are there
Cuz the game of life's not fair
Live life best as you're able
Make happiness the choice
Do it all with love and care
Go on make some joyful noise
So just play fair, share your toys,
Be good girls and be good boys
Play by the rules
Now you know why the rules are there
Cuz the game of life's not fair
17Sky
Waiting on the couch
As the living room grows dark
I've got too much to do
And yet I sit
I know that it's time to fly
To live my life before I die
Above me is that waiting sky
I just have to leave the ground
I have to leave the ground
I guess it's clear, I stand right here
I stand right here
Beneath the clear
And waiting sky
18River
Every one of us
We are water running down
Spirits who are bound
To join the sea
All the deepest hardships
And the joys that we have found
Will bring us one day to a place of peace
Rivers join the ocean
Which touches every shore
All of it one flowing piece
From here to ever more
We are flowing here to ever more
19Rain
I'm reaching for the memories
And I'm pulling them apart
Searching for the tiny clues
Remaining in my heart
I know that I remember
Cuz the feelings all live on
It's just the words, the details
And the names are gone
But is a raindrop
Ever really gone?
20Gotta Try
Sometimes it's just so easy
To wanna kiss it all goodbye
Sometimes it's just so easy
To wanna lay right down and die
Sometimes it's just so easy
I wanna just break down and cry
Oh no, I know I gotta try
Oh no, I know I gotta try
21The Ballad of Troy
We thank everyone before us
Every woman, every man
Every tiny girl and every tiny boy
Who labored all their lives
And never had a choice
We thank the ones
Who gave their lives to Troy
22Pretty Saratoga
Saratoga, what a lovely place to be
Saratoga Springs, pretty as a Christmas tree
The haves and the have nots
Sharing the same spots
Put your money on a pony
In a town that's oh-so tony, yeah
Saratoga Springs
It's lots of different things
Pretty Saratoga
23Three Chord Town
Here in this three-chord town
That's what they're all putting down
Here in Saratoga Springs
Three chords work just fine
Forgive my snark, but that's just how I roll
I guess I better get ready to sell my soul
And just give up my jelly roll
All to this three-chord town
Down to this three-chord town
24Pandemic Times
Pandemic times, it's a struggle that's new
Everyone is bored and eating
But what can we do
Pandemic times, it feels somehow unreal
But in due time it will be passed
And we will all heal
From these scary
Oh so hairy
Pandemic times!
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